I've made progress.
I'm back in school, part time but still back in school. Its midterms and i probably got a C for my Ethics course. but my other course's midterm is a take home Quiz!!!
gotta love community college.
i Bought another car with my remaining loan money(My car was repossesed after i lossed my job earlier in the year)
I have another job, only half time.
i'm thankful to God i have it.
And i took shahadah!!!
And things aren't as bad as i can think they are. i just put off an integral growth process (college) and now i must finish :)
i've picked up guitar:)
and outside the stress of college life, I'm happy again.
i have a lot to work on,
one is gaining more employment.
the other is getting back out on my own. but i can do that, i've done it.
and Insha Allah i'll be on my way out west to the next frontier of life.
considering a move to Seattle possibly.
i've been sold on it by friends and loved one. gonna check out the schools this spring and IA i'll be heading that way once i boost my GPA and lower or eliminate some of this debt while i'm on my Mom's couch:(
damn, honestly i was a little sad till i wrote this out and realized i'm getting it back together...