Update 10-21-09

I've made progress.

I'm back in school, part time but still back in school. Its midterms and i probably got a C for my Ethics course. but my other course's midterm is a take home Quiz!!!
gotta love community college.



i Bought another car with my remaining loan money(My car was repossesed after i lossed my job earlier in the year)



I have another job, only half time.
i'm thankful to God i have it.

OHH!!!

And i took shahadah!!!

And things aren't as bad as i can think they are. i just put off an integral growth process (college) and now i must finish :)

i've picked up guitar:)


and outside the stress of college life, I'm happy again.

i have a lot to work on,

one is gaining more employment.
the other is getting back out on my own. but i can do that, i've done it.

and Insha Allah i'll be on my way out west to the next frontier of life.

considering a move to Seattle possibly.



i've been sold on it by friends and loved one. gonna check out the schools this spring and IA i'll be heading that way once i boost my GPA and lower or eliminate some of this debt while i'm on my Mom's couch:(

damn, honestly i was a little sad till i wrote this out and realized i'm getting it back together...